To Be or To Become

mood: contemplative

people have called me indecisive....ive been called spineless.....and many other interesting names thats synonymous to a person who refuses to make a decision... 

sigh...i seem to know the answer to it...people have even given me the answer... even though sometimes you shud not follow other people's advice...but somehow every inch of my body tells me that what they say makes sense. yet action always speaks louder than words... and my action betrays me.

the best thing is i allowed myself to walk deep into it. im making another mistake in my life. oh well....life is full of lessons isnt it. but it doesn feel good when someone else is also on the receiving end of that mistake.

anyway...life goes on. the irony of my life is that even at a time when i should rejoice and be happy....guilt and sadness just feels me. u could say that i am doing the wrong thing...otherwise i would not feel that way. i guess you are right