To Be or To Become

mood: worried

its just fustrating when things are not what it seems and you are left hanging....im not talking abt the previous post or anything. its non related...but somehow at times one thing acts as a catalyst for the other. im letting this affect my judgement of everything else .and well...this is the root of all problems. what im writing here today. unfortunately ive been sworn to secrecy abt the situation but yah. its fustrating and worrying. a certain someone or something (apologies for the non-specific) has gone awol...and really awol. now the sad thing is..im the only one who knows what was actually going on... but im helpless....i cant do anything but sit and wait. geez...my gut feeling tells me everything is okay...but somehow one jus cant help but have this wretching feeling something is not right. 

oh well...i guess ill just wait patiently

btw...happy 22nd birthday elisha....hope to hear from you soon

tk out